[Simon's own cheeks went rosy, though who could really say whether that was bashfulness or the alcohol? Probably a bit of both if Simon had to guess, but he didn't notice it in the wake of the realization that Baz was-- Struggling, for lack of a better word. Struggling because of Simon's carelessness. And the vicious, stupid part of Simon wanted to push a little more, wind Baz up, see what would happen. But more than that...
More than that, he just wanted Baz to be happy, and those kisses didn't seem to make him happy.]
Sorry, I didn't mean to-- I don't want you to be uncomfortable.
no subject
[Simon's own cheeks went rosy, though who could really say whether that was bashfulness or the alcohol? Probably a bit of both if Simon had to guess, but he didn't notice it in the wake of the realization that Baz was-- Struggling, for lack of a better word. Struggling because of Simon's carelessness. And the vicious, stupid part of Simon wanted to push a little more, wind Baz up, see what would happen. But more than that...
More than that, he just wanted Baz to be happy, and those kisses didn't seem to make him happy.]
Sorry, I didn't mean to-- I don't want you to be uncomfortable.